Author: socalyankee
Circling Venice
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Here is a teaser:
Learning to Fly
Mule Skinner
Yearlings
we were running in the evening air
and the beginning
Wet Bulb Thermometer
Words for Rain
Taking Apart the Tree House
Calculating Love
Roger had been my mentor when I first started working at Hughes Aircraft Company. He was about my height and a bit younger than me, and he was the smartest person I had ever met. We worked with cameras and lasers and telescopes, and Roger knew all the theory of all of that, and all the practical details too. But he also knew all there was to know about aircraft flight, and shipboard radar, and a thousand other things. We would play a game: pick a subject – and Roger could tell us the basic equations, the primary mathematical laws that governed that particular topic.
For years, every Friday lunchtime Roger held what the intellectuals would call a salon. He and a bunch of us would go to a Mexican restaurant on. It was invitation only, and if you were invited it meant that you had been judged to be one who truly appreciated science and engineering in its many dimensions. We stirred rice into cheap enchilada sauce around a large table in the dim light, and discussed Roger’s latest “thought experiment.” These thought experiments were concepts where all the details were explored: was the concept feasible, what were the engineering challenges, how would the project be built.
They would go on for weeks. But after awhile, most of them were set aside and replaced with the next challenge. But Roger also had challenges of a different sort. Although he couldn’t really comprehend it, he was in love. He was in love with Donna, a woman that we all thought was about the nicest lady in the building. She liked him a lot. They were in their thirties, and it was marrying time. But for Roger everything was a thought experiment, and he couldn’t tie down all the logic involved in this situation. How does one know for sure? And if things don’t work out, should he protect – how would he protect his modest assets.
The last Friday lunch that I remember – we were eating the same enchiladas, mixing the same rice, trying to help Roger understand that love was something he was never going to be able to figure out. The leap of faith eluded him; he was confused and defeated. And after that, none of us were really interested in going out for Mexican food on Friday afternoon.
Up on the hill, looking out over Simi Valley, I had a hard time hearing Dan over the wind. He was telling me that Roger had died of a degenerative brain disorder. As we talked, a bit of dark humor that drifted uninvited into my mind– he had died from an overworked brain. I quickly filed that thought away as completely inappropriate.
On the phone, I heard Dan pause.
“You know,” he said, “I just thought of something that I am almost ashamed to say.”
I smiled to myself – and told him “I know exactly what it is.”
© 2014 Frank Kearns
Honda 250
Raggedy little motorcycle
black and pitted chrome
bits of dirt and oil
tattered seat and
cables dangling just short
of catastrophe
good enough to putter
across Venice Boulevard
and over the canals
sorry enough to droop
it’s headlight in disgrace
at the sight of the big BMW
parked proudly on the grass
in front of your apartment
one warm Saturday afternoon
foolish enough to dump me
spinning on the tarmac
to the laughter of all the girls
just good enough to be
enshrined in our mythology
the golden coach
that carried us together
at the start of our
love story
© Frank Kearns 2014








